Well, here it is. 'Falling from Grace' is the only real fanfic I've written. This is strictly a John and Marlena fan fiction, it is complete, and it's quite long. If that doesn't appeal to you, there's really no point in reading further! Go search the Guide for a story more to your taste. You're bound to find something you like! And for the J&M fans, keep reading!

Before you continue on to the fan fiction, there are two things you should know. First, there are two very different endings to this story (Books 9a and 9b). 9b is a definite tear-jerker. Don't read it if you aren't into that sort of thing. Second, I should give you a word of warning. This story is written for mature audiences- it is rated ‘R’ for violence and language. The illustrations are consistent with the theme of the story and some may find a few of them disturbing. This is an extremely dark and violent version of the world of Days of Our Lives. This fan fiction focuses on angst- mental, physical and emotional. I will do things with these characters that you may not like. I will take you to places that you may not want to go. If you are looking for terms of endearment whispered in the throes of passion, then look elsewhere. “Falling from Grace” is not about love- it is about need and obsession and desire. It is about the dull ache that keeps you awake in the middle of the night while you lay in bed alone. If you like to walk in the shadowed places, then enjoy the read. Just remember- "... if you gaze for long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you."

A special thanks to Romy for editing this monster for me. "I'd Die for You" was a major inspiration and Romy's input has done more to shape this fan fiction than most will ever know.

In addition to Romy, I'd like to thank the many folks on the Days of Our Lives lists who have made comments on earlier versions of the story. I have learned a tremendous amount from you about how to tell a story. In addition, reader comments on the earlier posted draft provided both encouragement and critical insights that influenced my rewrites. Thanks to all who contributed. I know I have become a much better writer through your efforts. (Of course, there’s still a lot of room for improvement- and comments on this fan fiction are always appreciated!)

I'd also like to thank Bev for kindly allowing me to use many of her Days of Our Lives screen captures. It made my life much easier! Bev's collection of Marlena and John and Marlena pictures is impressive and her shots greatly added to the impact of the story.

Finally, a last note of appreciation to the amateur artists who allowed me to use their work as cover art illustrations. It’s nice to know I’m not the only one who sometimes views things ‘through a glass darkly’.